Active in ED Recovering
This part of my story is from when I struggled with an eating disorder. For a large part of my life growing up I was highly sensitive believing that everything I felt was within me and that all I felt was solely mine. Growing up I had no discernment about energy or emotions of others and just how much everyone’s energy can have such an impact on us. I later learned in life that those highly sensitive beings are empaths and gifted with being able to read others emotions and feel in different ways using the gifts they have received from the creator. In another article I can briefly touch on the more in-depth gifts known as the Clair’s. In childhood it wasn’t as noticeable when I was in elementary school. However, things changed when I started high school and I was overwhelmed with emotions of all kinds. You see the thing is when I was in elementary school there was only about max 20 – 30 kids in McLeod Lake Elementary School that unfortunately ended up changing when the school was shut down during Canadas cut backs. I then started High School. I was then hit with all the emotions of insecurities you could possibly imagine in high school and I ended up trying to cope with being over whelmed and the vast information overload each day after day. Yes, there was thoughts of body imagery and they weren’t the greatest and I took it as my own view of myself. I accepted that it was all mine. In order to cope I turned to smoking weed to numb the overload of emotions, not during school though, and I would binge eat to relax myself and soothe the over whelming emotions. As time went on, I just coped with everything I felt around me. However, I developed my habit of binge eating and then purging to release the energy I felt overwhelmed with and not being able to control the situations I felt faced with. I remember sitting in the bathroom thinking to myself that feels better so much better and not realizing that everything is energy and that I would actually be releasing the energy I had picked up from that day. That was quite a few years ago now. In recent years I now have learned discernment about others energy and what belongs to me. I also have energy clearing techniques to clear my energy field. First thing to ask is “Is this mine?” It gets easier with practice and now I’m quite aware of what belongs to me or others. (Another day I’ll share more on my teachers and soul family who assisted me in getting here at this moment to have the courage to share with you, or you may already know them.)
Returning to Mastery and looking in the mirror I see Creator’s truth.
“I now feel gratitude and appreciation to Creator for being able to use the gifts I have to assist me on my journey and my clients. I now get to bear witness to my client’s gifts emerging and be a part of their healing. “
Tiffany Marie Chingee