Active in ED Recovering 

This part of my story is from when I struggled with an eating disorder. For a large part of my life growing up I was highly sensitive believing that everything I felt was within me and that all I felt was solely mine. Growing up I had no discernment about energy or emotions of others and just how much everyone’s energy can have such an impact on us. I later learned in life that those highly sensitive beings are empaths and gifted with being able to read others emotions and feel in different ways using the gifts they have received from the creator. In another article I can briefly touch on the more in-depth gifts known as the Clair’s. In childhood it wasn’t as noticeable when I was in elementary school. However, things changed when I started high school and I was overwhelmed with emotions of all kinds. You see the thing is when I was in elementary school there was only about max 20 – 30 kids in McLeod Lake Elementary School that unfortunately ended up changing when the school was shut down during Canadas cut backs. I then started High School. I was then hit with all the emotions of insecurities you could possibly imagine in high school and I ended up trying to cope with being over whelmed and the vast information overload each day after day. Yes, there was thoughts of body imagery and they weren’t the greatest and I took it as my own view of myself. I accepted that it was all mine. In order to cope I turned to smoking weed to numb the overload of emotions, not during school though, and I would binge eat to relax myself and soothe the over whelming emotions. As time went on, I just coped with everything I felt around me. However, I developed my habit of binge eating and then purging to release the energy I felt overwhelmed with and not being able to control the situations I felt faced with. I remember sitting in the bathroom thinking to myself that feels better so much better and not realizing that everything is energy and that I would actually be releasing the energy I had picked up from that day. That was quite a few years ago now. In recent years I now have learned discernment about others energy and what belongs to me. I also have energy clearing techniques to clear my energy field. First thing to ask is “Is this mine?” It gets easier with practice and now I’m quite aware of what belongs to me or others. (Another day I’ll share more on my teachers and soul family who assisted me in getting here at this moment to have the courage to share with you, or you may already know them.) 

Returning to Mastery and looking in the mirror I see Creator’s truth. 

“I now feel gratitude and appreciation to Creator for being able to use the gifts I have to assist me on my journey and my clients. I now get to bear witness to my client’s gifts emerging and be a part of their healing. “ 

Tiffany Marie Chingee 

Souls Awakening

I stood in my kitchen I scrubbed feverishly to get the counter clean after spilling a sticky liquid a few weeks prior. The emotions I felt from the last few weeks were still sitting in my chest and I could feel them as I breathed in and out. The evening before I had booked a session with my friend Maria and worked on some of the heavy emotions that I have been sitting in my chest and body. It was an amazing release and had more of a restful sleep. When I awoke that morning, I felt ready to get more of a deep clean done in the kitchen and work my way underneath the microwave to get that sticky messy left by some reheated leftovers either by kids or my husband. I felt the emotions sitting in my chest once again and I sat on my bed after getting dressed and the children were fed and, on their way, to catch the bus for school. I was left alone I sat on my bed and started my daily mediation of going into deep theta state to connect with my creator and say my daily gratitude list and what I was experiencing. Having connected and feeling bliss I spoke openly to my creator about what I was thankful for in my family and went into how I was feeling and what was happening in my life. I felt the pure unconditional love of the creator holding me as I spoke openly and freely. I felt the emotions stir inside me and after finishing my gratitude list and feeling more at ease. I then went into the kitchen and connected my phone to the Bluetooth on the JBL speaker and began listening to music as I started my deep clean of the kitchen. As I listened to the music, I could see the train clear as day in my third eye vision. The train I had been seeing for the last few weeks, at first the train has been starting slow as it goes across the tracks not yet taking off, it then blows a whistle all those getting on board the train and the train beings to take off moving away from the old world and gaining momentum as it picks up speed as time picks up and the energy picks up ascending us faster into the new world and higher states of consciousness, I am beyond excited until I feel that emotion welling up inside me I then turn away from the counter and drop everything and in my third eye vision I see the train taking off and I see many familiar faces staying behind they have not gotten on the train, I feel overwhelming heartache in my chest as I realize they will not be coming with us into new 5D consciousness, I cry out and fall to the ground in my kitchen I wail out the heartache and I reach out to my soul sisters I explain my realization as I see us on the train and how many in my community aren’t coming, they send love and light and hold space as I wail and cry out realizing that the pain is from many lifetimes having to leave others behind while ascending. I ask creator to hold me in love and light as I cry and say good bye to those choosing to stay and finish their soul lessons in the 3D timeline. As I release the energy the heartache and trauma, I see in my vision a warm hand holding mine comforting me, its him my Maverick my other self, he runs his thumb on my hand and reassures me his with me. I sigh a relief and look over to see the five children in my family coming with us, I smile seeing Winter, Blaze, Amira, Lakota and Aliya. I then look over to the other carts I see my oldest sister Amanda and her son Beau and my soul sisters and I see in their eyes the understanding and compassion for what I have just experienced and having gained such understanding is that they have experienced it too.  I close my eyes and I feel myself let go of the old world and allow my myself the time to grief and release, now I understand why Creator has given me this time to rest and declutter and heal the emotions coming up. He knew I’d need the time to rest, heal and settle. I am more than grateful for all that is in my life, my family, my soul sisters, my gifts, my creator and what we are creating in the new world. I see many familiar faces along the train and I smile thinking those I have not met yet, my heart and soul smile. Like an artist looking at the blanket canvas I envision what I will bring to the new world of light and welcoming the golden age of Aquarius. 

Tiffany Marie Chingee